Rest in His Love

Good Morning!!Today is the day for me that women all over the country dread.....its time for my mammogram. Because of my moms history and she was so young I have had this done since I was 28 years old. Everytime it rolls around, I start getting a little antsy. From the day I make the appointment....its all I can think about. Last night I am trying to keep my mind busy by watching t.v when my phone starts barking, my oldest son Taylors ring tone. I answer and he says...." I'm fine don't worry, but I just passed out at a restaurant. He goes onto tell me what happened and my heart is sinking... my mind focused completely on him. His precious girlfriend is taking care of him, but I want him with me, I ask Mindy to bring him to the lake. When he makes his way to my room, Mindy tells me what happened and what she has given him to eat he lays by me with his head in my lap. My test today not even on my mind anymore. We love our kids more than words can say and as I was getting ready this morning, this is what came to me..... My heavenly father loves me more than I love my kids, I know pretty hard to even think about, but I have anxienty for what reason? Just as I wanted to hold and love on Taylor I m being held and loved on by him. Happy Beautiful Tuesday...Sometimes anxiety can get the best of us but he is there in his gentle way showing us.... let it go. May yall rest in his love today yall. I celebrate because I am Gods girl and he loves me...just like I wanted Taylor with me....he wants us to spend time with him. May your anxiety and stress be replaced with his peace and love....lay your head in his lap its big and full of comfort:)