Make Today a Godly Day

Good Morning!!.......My precious heavenly Father I am asking for a great day.....it can only be a great day if it is a Godly day, I pray my actions and words reflect you in every way........Yesterday was a day full of absolute reality for me, I learned some pretty tough facts about the people that are in my life and I was in total melt down mode which is very rare for me........I looked at Krissy with tear stained cheeks and said...."I do not know what HE wants from me anymore.....I am exhausted, frustrated, angry.." my actions a couple of hours before reflected all of these things, for the 1st time in the life of the grill I was extremly rude to a guest & my heart was absolutely broken.( I pray I get the chance to apologize) Krissy gave this phrase...."Christians are like glow sticks:in order to shine they must be broken." I am in the valley yall......and boy is it tough. Happy Beautiful Tuesday yall......I have been so torn up about the going on at this amazing place that I have lost focus of what he has instore for me. I have never lived my life for others and what they thnk and now I find myself letting things slide as not to make waves.........I was reminded yesterday...."When I start living my life concerned with what others think of me, I am not living a life for my heavenly Father. I truly live a blessed life.....but no matter how amazing it is , it is also real life and I live it loud infront of so many people. I am asking for prayers for this great place and for me, I have a lot of hard desicions to make in the next few weeks and I need my actions to reflect HIM. It is only a great day if it is a GODLY day!!